cut it right through the heart so you'll get fresh blood
a cup is no enough ask for more you shall
days gone come again i fear the love you drink
something in your shining eyes i could not say

complex more than three simple words of
ilu.

empat lantai jatuh.

mencari mu berhenti seakan nafas ini dingin menusuk jantung hati
tidak kudengar siulanmu sore bersama kicauan tertawa manusia
melalui tempat biasa biarkan aku berdiri nantikan langkah itu kembali
benak seketika terendam malam hiaskan kesunyian sejenak

aku pun tutup janji hati demi bunuh waktu semakin kuingin sentuh matamu
tak bisa mampu tidak terbalas keinginanpun jadi serbuk api
siapa hati bila hanya polanya tidak terpisahkan limapuluh tujuh jam oleh karena
bibir manis di malam minggu panas nya matahari sejenak

seperti miliku. ternyata awan bergantian ambil pagi
sementara kau pun akhirnya pergi.

goodbye game's over you said hello on my head and smiled took the wind away for 2 seconds. i thought you hold the key to mastering level four while we walk down the park and talk through 80km in 60 minutes. milky way you said tomorrow shall bring the sun set back to its place - my place. you had the doug i got the blow. twenty two it is fourteen seconds in 2 months. you took one two pieces glued to your mind. leaving thousands crystal pieces flying around across continent.

you shithole, they said. and nuf said i sat frozen today.

the laughing machine maker;

cos when you walk the talk the rain doesnt pour and the sun wont stop shining on you. ideas wont stop coming in a whole package i dont see anything about letting go. despite the fallin of thousands leaves you are looking forward with a smile of a caramel on a honey pot. happiness does not measure the arts we are cheering cos when you walk the talk the rain does not pour on you. neither it does on me. remember not i know not a thing the moment i held on for a chocolate leather piece. it just does not rain today. or the day past or tomorrow.

my heart skipped a beat looking at you,;
and it was worth it.

could it be just simple, really?
stop concealing theories
and come tell me how you see things

there would never be enough time
while ill be gone in a snap
come quick before the loneliness creeped in

the essence of simplicity of you
and of me.

SHOULDN'T HAVE;

shouldnt have met, watched the plants we grow.
shouldnt have had captured a glimpse of that glowing heart, cos it now turned to ice.
and we shouldnt have been a hundred.

there's always a beginning to an end;

something you said i could tell from your eyes
you knew where we begin torn apart & start believing for a fresh start

in one afternoon we woke up through the light on the window - while the minutes gone by and
time's running creeping out slowly

we could not afford to lose another afternoon to the night,
where we begin here,
let's start believing for a beginning..

stunned and freeze in a moment
and time passes, feeling like the air just stood still
so still my heart i could hardly feel
break these chains away i beg
cos i could hardly kill
i could only stood still
with nothing i feel

If fate didn't want us to be together,
then why did we meet tonight?
out of thousands chances
millions of people
countless days.

I carry your heart with me

I carry it in my heart
I am never without it
(anywhere I go you go, my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing, my darling)

I fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet)
I want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

Ee Cummings